Spiritual awakening and my experience.

I got to understand the difference between being religious and being spiritual. At first, I didn't understand this whole thing about religion, prayer, God and the whole supernatural world that we depend on faith rather than what we can actually see. I would pray for the sake of praying and believe that there's a higher power because everyone else around me did till I got to understand the difference between the two.

For me being religious is following orders or rules of how one should live while being spiritual is understanding your relationship with God, your surroundings and the way of life. See, for me I felt like religion restricted me and therefore maybe I wasn't able to understand my spirituality and connection with God as I was being told what to do instead of being told to feel and understand. What I mean is, one's relationship with the higher power is absolutely up to you - your understanding is important in order for you know exactly what you feel and gives clarity in what you believe in.

Spiritually starts with knowing your purpose on Earth. Once you channel that, you get a deeper understanding of things in general and obviously the supernatural included but I'm not going in too deep about religion but more on spiritually and my understanding of it. I discovered my intuitive gift end of 2017, early 2018. There I knew my purpose and that's when I got my spiritual awakening which is currently getting stronger. Basically, I feel certain things not many can, sometimes I have dreams that communicate certain messages and I can feel people's energies and determine whether they are good or not. Once I discovered my purpose, which is sharing knowledge and helping other people to find themselves spiritually, I got to understand my relationship with God and the universe.

Ever since I was young, I was drawn to the universe. Everything about it fascinated me. Not specifically the planets but I saw it, and still do, as the purest "part of nature" as I believe ( I might be wrong) is not destroyed or being destroyed by humans. I seek peace and guidance from it - basically when I reconnect with myself, my "safe" or peaceful place to get my mind in the correct head space is the universe.

I always knew I was different, from the things I like to what how I dress to my personality, I just knew I wasn't like any other kids. The things I thought about were far off (too deep in other words) plus it was difficult finding a person that you could actually relate to. So it's very important to find what helps you reconnect with yourself and stay "sane".

This year I got to understand the power humans carry. I believe we all are a piece of the universe, created only for greatness. The knowledge, the power, gifts and talents we posses is out of this world. Yes, we all have a special gift(s) - it's just that some may have spiritual blockages that doesn't allow you to channel or access it.

We are not aware about the energy and power we posses. We have the ability to speak into reality meaning anything we say comes to life hence it's very important to becareful of what you say, especially about yourself. For example, if one says they not good at anything and they always mess up but everyday tries their hardest to make things work probably at school or in the work place - you are working against yourself. You cannot say you a loser when you want to be a winner. You need to act, think, breathe, sleep and eat like a winner - and you know what's that doing? Creating a good and positive energy field because you channeling positive energies. I believe that every human has an energy field. An energy field is basically you as a person. I see it as protection however some people do have negative energy fields.

For me, I maintain a positive energy field by praying, affirming and attracting things I know is good for my overall spiritual well-being. Once you've created or maintained a positive energy field, it becomes like a sort of shield to "kill" or block any negative energies from other people. Once you know and understand your purpose, you connect with your soul and that's where the spiritual awakening begins. It's from within, it's about your spirit. You are channeling yourself, understanding yourself and starting your journey of self-discovery.

This is where you find out who you really are, not what you choose to show the world but who your soul really is. This where a lot of confusion occurs because now you more aware of what's happening around you so you have questions with no answers but that's when you need to realize the answers lie within you.

Now, you need to find where you most at peace (as I mentioned previously) so when you feel like you "glitching" or overwhelmed and can't get the answers you need, you could call it meditating in order to clear the cloud's and storms in your head to be able to listen to yourself and what the universe is trying to say to you. It's important that you pay attention to your surroundings and most importantly, yourself. Don't over look things that happen in your life, everything has a reason and purpose and therefore you need to be aware and stay "woke". When it comes to your spiritual awakening, you need to be VERY open to constant change because you constantly discovering what works for you and what doesn't. You end up stop doing certain things you enjoyed and find new hobbies or you change your career path to something totally opposite what you chose.

Be prepared for confusion, frustration, excitement and thrill. I am grateful for what I went through and I wouldn't be where I am today if I hadn't gone through a phase of transition and learning more about myself and actually having a much deeper connection with my spirit.

I must say, it's all very complicated but it is a very beautiful, insightful and eye opening experience. It is sort of difficult to really go into detail as everyone has a different experience but this is how I tackled it. A friend of mine once said that spiritual alignment is important as it guides you to live your life according to your purpose and be able to reach your full potential. This is why a spiritual awakening is important in order to nurture your heart, mind, body and soul.

For any clarity on things you didn't understand or you got questions or even just information to add on, feel free to leave comments or email me directly and I'll get right back to you.

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